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"ev" kavramını yitireli çok olmuş. oturup kafamı dinleyebileceğim, sorunsuzca kahvemi içerek keyif yapabileceğim yerler, kafeler olmuş. aidiyet duygusu, seni özlüyorum.

her yerde o’nun kokusu olur. yastiklar, atkisi, bardaklari derken evin her yerine, yasanilan yerin her kosesine, hayatin butun koselerine caktirmadan yerlestigini fark edersin. o buralardayken o’nun varliginin hayatinda bu kadar baskin oldugunun farkina varmazsin. sonra bir gun bi bakarsin trendesin, berlin’e gidiyorsun onunla. bavullarla. sarilirsin, aglamamaya calisirsin. zaten zordur, daha fazla zorlastirmak istemezsin. yasamak istediginiz sehrin ortasinda yapayalniz bulursun kendini bir cuma gunu. yolda soylediginiz sarki aklinda…

you’re my river running high, run deep, run wild.

ne yapacagimi, nereye gidecegimi bilmiyorum. ordan oraya suruklendim gun boyunca, her yer ustume ustume geliyor. su yurt hic bu kadar bos olmamisti. aralikta gorusucek olmamizla kendimi avutmaktan baska da bir bok gelmiyor elimden. istanbul- strasbourg arasinda gecirebilirim bile onumuzdeki yili. sonra berlin’e yerlesiriz belki, hayallerimizdeki gibi.

oh I, I follow, I follow you…

bonne nuit.

(Source: Spotify)

evde kahve makinesinin sesini duymak ve mutfagin buram buram kahve kokmasi beni mutlu ediyor. 

ffo yine bulutlu. yine yagmurlu.

hadi berlin’e yerleselim. kahve makinesinden baska bir sey almayalim yanimiza.

bue jeans, white shirt walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn It was like James Dean, for sure you so fresh to death & sick as ca-cancer you were sorta punk rock, I grew up on hip hop but you fit me better than my favorite sweater, and I know that love is mean, and love hurts but I still remember that day we met in december, oh baby! I will love you till the end of time I would wait a million years promise you’ll remember that you’re mine baby can you see through the tears? love you more than those bitches before say you’ll remember, oh baby, say you’ll remember I will love you till the end of time big dreams, gangster said you had to leave to start your life over I was like: “no please, stay here,” we don’t need no money we can make it all work but he headed out on Sunday, said he’d come home Monday I stayed up waitin’, anticipatin’ and pacin’ but he was chasing paper “caught up in the game” that was the last I heard I will love you till the end of time I would wait a million years promise you’ll remember that you’re mine baby can you see through the tears? love you more than those bitches before say you’ll remember, oh baby, say you’ll remember I will love you till the end of time you went out every night and baby that’s alright I told you that no matter what you did I’d be by your side cause Ima ride or die whether you fail or fly well shit, at least you tried. but when you walked out that door, a piece of me died I told you I wanted more-but that not what I had in mind I just want it like before we were dancin’ all night then they took you away- stole you out of my life you just need to remember… I will love you till the end of time I would wait a million years promise you’ll remember that you’re mine baby can you see through the tears? love you more than those bitches before say you’ll remember, oh baby, say you’ll remember I will love you till the end of time.

but I still remember that day we met in december, oh baby!

(Source: Spotify)

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